A Crush on You

A Crush on You

Here I am again, writing about senseless things.. I came to a thought of why I’m holding on.. I really don’t know why I’m attracted to you.. This poem doesn’t rhyme or have the same syllables per line.. But nonetheless, it tells what I feel.

It’s been a while since I reached out to you, From the moment that we first encountered each other years before. To the moment, I returned to continue knowing you even more.. You were taken.. Falling for someone else before, I just tried to befriend you.. But a little crush developed.. still, no harm done. Now, here I am.. back to trying to reach out to you.. From a little crush, it turned into a simple infatuation. Then, that little infatuation turned into something more..

At first i thought it was nothing.. but it grew uncontrollably .. I keep on trying to earn even just a bit of your time.. Little by little, I have accepted that you can only give a portion of it. I won’t complain because that’s what you are. I won’t complain because even with that I fell for you.

You have that perfect curve in your face that I’ve always dream about.. You have that spark in your eyes that made me freeze in awe when I look at it.. You have those soft hands that makes me want to hold on to.. and it’s definitely you, who I wanted to be with..

As i write this, I think of you.. I have the thought of losing you to another man.. But, who cares if I have a chance or not.. I’m just here trying to fight a battle which I don’t know the outcome. If I lose, I’ll fight another battle of winning you.. If I win, I’ll still fight battles of keeping you.. Words may not be enough to win you, But, these words are the thoughts of what I feel.. These words.. it all says that I love you.

From My heart to yours. 8.3.1 = 8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning.. I LOVE YOU.

K.N.

Angel's Kiss

Angel's Kiss

As I let my eyes open up

I crave for that last dream

Where everything was all set

and let our hearts be.

As my mind wonders of all this things,

The thought of you keeps on going through.

Your long, soft hair.. that red, luscious lips.

and that aura which keeps me drawn closer to you.

And now, everything's a slur..

That dream of having you forever,Awaits its inevitable end..

I know that when I wake up,

This make believe fantasy will never be a reality..

That thing called YOU and ME, will never be..

That face I always long to see, will forever be gone..

I've never searched out for you..

You just came along when I was ready..

But who would've thought,You are just a phantom of this epic fantasy.

Here is what I know,

For once in my life I loved you and.... I don't know if it ended...

P.S. Sorry for being imperfect :)) 8/11/14

-Kevin 12/20/15

Faded Memories by Kevin Natividad

Faded Memories

There were times that we shared,

moments of happiness and romance.

There were instances of laughter and joy..

Memories are all that is left of it now..

We were both inlove, aloof yet focused.

You said you have priorities.

I’ve waited for you to settle them..

and now I found myself waiting for nothing..

You were away for quite a while.

I checked out on you on how was your day.

Then you came back after some time.

Only to find out that I was no longer your everyday.

Time passed by ..feelings change..emotions fade..

Yet, I'm still here with the hopes of your return.

But then again.. you were with somebody else.

Only this time, you are hurting because of him.

But, what can I do? how can I act?

If all you can give me is a painful and weak smile.

If the time that I'm asking how are you, is ignored?

How can I be anything that can matter even a little..

If all I was to you is an experience and never a memory.

-kevin 11/2/2015